Blessed and Loved

It’s Sunday afternoon and I’m lying on my couch, sipping on a glass of sangria that K has just made, still in my pj’s from last night. It’s drizzling outside, I’m waiting for my laundry to be done and K is drowning in his game world. So here I am, absorbing this beautiful, quiet life of mine with a silly smile on my face.

Life has turned for the better for me since I moved to Kuala Lumpur in 2018. I started a job that I love, found my spot in the city, and has welcomed some of the nicest people to my life – one of them being K, my new lover boy.

K is a friend of my housemate Sean (another best person I can’t imagine life without already), and it’s been like visiting Neverland all over again. Some of you might know that I hadn’t been in a serious relationship since I broke up with my high school sweetheart four years ago, so this relationship is like a new adventure for me all over again – feeling the butterflies in my tummy every time I see him, giggle over the tiniest gesture he’s done and wanting to give him all that I have and all that I am. 

I know, it’s crazy and silly, and it’s perhaps all the drunk-in-love talk. It’s also a little scary, finding all the independence that I’d built over the years threatened and having to make time for another human being. But it’s a risk I’m willing to take, and I’m learning to love myself and him together in this journey.

So yea, I guess I was just feeling super blessed and loved in my life at the moment and wanted to share a little with you. I hope you are doing well, I’ll talk to you again real soon! xx